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the Metropolitan Museum of New York, there is a collection of pieces
by Louis Comfort Tiffany. I adore the museum (who wouldn't?) and
it is the only place I've managed to visit on each of my trips to
the city. It calls and lures and insists. I had not planned to go
on my March visit-I wanted to see other things, other places, and
yet, when the bus stopped to collect new passengers, I found myself
dashing off the bus into a pouring rain, unable to pass it by.
And
of course there are wonders to behold, but my favorite is the stained
glass by Tiffany. The first time I saw it, coming around a corner
into the open courtyard in which it is hung, it snared me completely.
No picture can do it justice. No description could ever equal the
experience of seeing it glowing in that quiet spot, a masterpiece
of color and light. It fills me with that exquisite sense of wonder
that good art evokes-a feeling of dazzlement and happiness and astonishment.
I stand there and breathe it in, and my eyes rest and wander from
place to place, drunk on the colors. And I always think the same
thing: this is only little pieces of glass. Ordinary glass. How
incredible that such a wonder should be wrought from something so
common!
Next
to it, all other stained glass seems to be only an imitation. Oh,
some of it is beautiful, and any bit of stained glass offers a kind
of magic when the early morning sun shines through it. But none
of it captures the sheer breathless wizardry of that Tiffany view
of a valley.
People
seem to love or hate New York City, but to me it's like that Tiffany
window--other cities pale in comparison. And it's nearly as hard
to write anything original about the city as it is to describe the
difference between a very fine piece of stained glass in the local
cathedral and a Tiffany. But because it's a place I think everyone
should visit at some point, I'll do my best.
The
pleasure of New York lies in two things. The first is that it boasts
a unique alchemy, a kind of magic mirror for dreamers: it will deliver
whatever you expect to find. And because of this, it gains its second
benefit--the people; people born there and people who move there,
and people who visit there. Of course, it doesn't hurt that there
are so many visual pleasures to be found. That gorgeous, glittering
skyline. Central Park. Rivers of yellow taxis, pouring down the
narrow canyons. Shop windows filled with anything you could want,
the sidewalks and buses packed with every kind of human who exists
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long as I can remember, I wanted to go to New York. But I was not
interested in the Glittering White Way, or the plethora of museums,
or in the wildly expensive shops on Fifth Avenue. I didn't care about
the Statue of Liberty or Ellis Island or Central Park. To me New York
meant one thing only: the heart of the entire publishing world. I
wanted to walk down those streets and see the names of the famous
publishing houses--Harper and Row, Random House and Redbook. I wanted
see the buildings to which all my mail, all my hopes and dreams of
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I
wanted to see the mail slots through which my unsolicited manuscripts
had slid. I wanted to see brownstones, but only because famous writers
had lived in them. And although a kindly uncle once offered to fly
me there for a graduation present, I refused. I had made up my mind
that I would only go to Manhattan if I could go there as a published
writer.
It took ten long years after my uncle made his offer, but I did
finally make the trip on my own terms. I paid my way with writing
money. I flew in with a writer friend for a writing conference,
and we came into LaGuardia at night. Lights glittered over the rivers,
and on the tall buildings of the island of Manhattan as the plane
circled, and there was such a breathlessness and excitement in my
throat that I nearly wept with it. It looked exactly as I'd imagined.
It
will look exactly as you imagine, too--because of that magic mirror
effect. The effect is doubled for dreamers, I think. All kinds of
dreamers. For anyone in the arts, New York is the acknowledged center
of everything that matters (well, okay, there are a few exceptions),
and to be there, to succeed there, means to conquer the world. But
other dreamers find what they need there, too. It is a city that
offers sanctuary to people who dream of simply being accepted as
they are, people who didn't fit in their hometowns, those who marched
so out of step that home was a misery, not a comfort. |
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is a place for dreamers from other lands, too. New York City has
been and emphatically remains a city of dreams for millions and
millions of immigrants from all over the world. Current immigrants,
fresh from far away places, and a heavy percentage of all of our
ancestors. Chances are very good you had at least one ancestor pass
through that city of dreams, and their walk through those streets
still runs in your genetic code, in your blood, somewhere. |
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| Immigrant
culture gives the city both its special exuberance and taste of
excitement, and some of its dark side. Everywhere are West Indians
and East Indians and American Indians. Middle Easterners. Eastern
Europeans. South Americans and North Americans. Chinese, Japanese,
Korean, Tahitian. On every comer is another ethnic restaurant. On
the buses, the accents and languages flow and rise and mingle in
a distinct and heady stew. Languages I've never heard and could
never identify. Languages so wildly different from each other they
might as well be bird calls. Beautiful and lyrical, guttural and
harsh, singing words and grunting words, and all of them an entire,
whole, complete language unto themselves. It's humbling. It's also
exhilarating to be reminded that we are a nation built entirely
on immigration, and our collective cultures is what gives us our
special flavor, as well as our particular problems, and nowhere
is that more evident than in New York.
Perhaps
because I'd just finished a book regarding a problem of immigration
in the Southwest, and the tangle of immigration law was so fresh
in my mind, I particularly noticed new immigrants on this visit.
A handsome man who'd written little songs to familiar tunes to entertain
tourists mile they waited in line to board the ferry to the Statue
of Liberty and Ellis Island, making fun of all the dire warnings
given to tourists-don't look up or they'll know you're not from
around here; keep your pocketbook safe, worry about the crime--and
turned them on their heads. I saw him again later at Times Square,
with a different song. The young family on the bus, speaking an
eastern European language I could not place.
But
not only immigrants caught my attention. New Yorkers have such a
reputation for rudeness, but everywhere we went, we met with extraordinary
friendliness. The bus drivers who discussed among themselves the
best route for us to take, the clerk at the restaurant who took
us outside to show us the entry to the subway-"so much faster
than the bus!"; the museum guard who told me about her writing.
Everywhere, I fell into conversation-in line for tickets to half
priced theater tickets, I found myself in a long discussion with
woman behind me and the couple behind her. The woman ended up being
a travel writer, and the couple behind her, natives of the city
more than willing to give their view of the best of their town.
I think of the bus driver who kept up a cheerful running commentary
urging the young to be polite and give up seats to the elderly,
who made everyone on the bus chuckle more than once.
All
those people make a great city.
Go,
at least once. Just to look into the magic mirror and see what you
see. To experience the heart of our immigrant culture. To see what
happens when a billion bits and pieces come together to form a city
that's a work of art. To see yourself in a whole new way-maybe even
dream a new dream. Who knows?
Till
next time.....
Barbara |
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